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| first kiss first love |
| by ashley |
| ok this kiss was really unexpected from this person...but not sayin i didnt like it because it was my first and best kiss...i go them from a guy i've known since like 3rd grade and now im in 7th and he's in 10th...yep hes 3 years older den me...from 4th till 6th grade we werent really talking but the summer after 6th grade i found his myspace and we started talking and hanging out again...and when we started school again we were both swamped with hw after school so he suggest that i come down to his house because he lives down the street from me and come at 3:45 every morning but he had to come pick me up because i dont like being by myself when theres nobody around and when then sun isnt out but my parent got mad because he would wake them up when he knocked on the door so he would have to come by my bedroom and shine the flashlight because if he called my phone when it vibrates it makes noise and would wake up my brother who i share a room with and if its on silent i wouldnt notice...and one day it was so much better and on the way down he was majorly flirting and half way there he grabbed my hand and i looked away blushing but just let him hold my hand...when we got there we went into his room and i put down my backpack and sat on the couch in his room and i was like half sleeping when i heard him say "i dont know if you know or not but i really like you and yea i knw it sound wierd" but i was too tired to respond and i just fell asleep but at that moment i realized that did like him and how good he was to me but i woke up around 4:15 when he gently quickly gave me a peck on the lips and i was fully up and he knew he had my full attention so he told me again that he liked me and i told him that it was wierd but i really liked him too and then he smiled and sai "good" and then we went outside and we were teasing each other and we started playing truth or dare facing each other and i chose dare and he said "i dare you to fall in love with me" and all i could say was "i already am..." and we started laughing and atfer a little while we stopped but we were still smiling and he looked deep into my eyes and i could tell li was blushing so i looked a little down also to avoid his eyes and he reached out and lifted my chin i felt his hand leave my chin and rest on my knee and he leaned in and i felt his lips touch mine and as soon as i did i pulled my head back a little and he stayed where he was just looking in my eyes and he leaned in and closed his eyes and i closed mine and we kissed and just let our lips rest on each others and i realized who he was although i liked him i didnt know if i could be with him i was scared of getting my heart broken so as soon as i thought about it i pulled back and got up and when i did soon after he got up and asked if i wanted to go back inside because i guess he thought i was cold because he rubbed my arm and i had chicken skin but it was actually from the kiss and i just said "yeah...sure.." and we went inside and i stood by the couch while he went to go shut the door so his parents wouldnt hear us and he walked back over and took me in his arms and my arms were resting on his and he leaned in and kissed me but i turned away and he asked me what was wrong with a concerned look and i looked at him and asked "do you love me?" and he looked at me and smiled and "what?" and i asked him again if he loved me and he said "of course do you think we would be here...like this if i didnt?" and i said "ok" and i was sure that he did so i smiled a little and he smiled and looked down at me and kissed me and after a couple seconds he puleed away and said "so i guess were kind of together now.." and i said "yeah..i guess we are.." and he leaned in again and i was scared that he might want to french me him being 3 years older then me and me never even having a bf before and after 10 seconds it happened i felt his tongue slowly slipping into my mouth then i heard my cell ring and i was so relieved i just broke away reaching over to grab it from ontop the couch and he pulled me back saying "forget it they'll leave a message..." and all i could get out was "but i..." before he reached ove and opened my phone and i watched him as he said "hello" still shoked that he tried to french me and he handed me the phone say its kristina and he watched me as i said "hello" still holding my arm he was looking deep into my eyes as i heard her say "ill be down in half an hour" because she came down to his house with me sometimes and he pulled himself closer to me he held me in his arms only it was more i felt weak all over his hand was now on the phone and i said "gotta go..." and let him have it he closed it and tossed in onto the couch and i felt like the only way i could stand was if he was holding me in his arms and he leaned in and he leaned in and was kissing my neck then he moved to my cheek then back to my lips and after what seemed like forever he pulled back but just tilted his head the other way and was kissing me open lipped again for about 5mintues and then i felt his tongue slowly creeping into my mouth aagin and to my surprise i liked it and wasnt scared or nervous and he pulled away and said "that was nice" with a smile on his face and i just smiled shook my head and kissed him and we made out until my friend came and when we went to get the door ans the first thing she said was "waht were you guys doing?" with a smile on her face and i had totaly forgot that i had put on lip gloss that morning and i asked "why?" and she said "because Jared is wearing lip gloss and yours is smeared" i looked at him and he touched his lips and wiped the lip gloss away and we looked back at my friend and she started laughing and me and jared looked at each other and smiled and then we started laughing and i could tell i was turning red |
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