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| first kiss |
| by ashley |
| i got my first kisses from this guy i've known since 3rd grade but like we stopped talking from 4th-6th grade because he turned into a jerk...but during the summer he found my myspace and he told me he wanted to be friends angain and that he had changed...and we started hanging out again and so now he's 16 and im 13 and i never really thought of him as more than a friend before this...he lives maybe a 20 minute walk away from my house and since school had started we didnt really have time to hang out because we both had alot of homework so he asked if we could hang out in the morning and i said yea and even on weekend i dont know why we just started to and so every morning when his dad went to work he would drop him off at my house around maybe 3:45 every morning even on weekends and that day made a huge difference...so he came saturday morning and knocked on my bedroom window(my parents were ok as long as we didnt wake them up) and he asked me if i was ready and i said yea i just had to grab my cell (and it was feezing that morning but my luck i couldnt find my jacket) and that i would meet him in the front so i did and strangly all the streetlights were off but he had a flash light that god cuz im terrified of the dark and maybe 5 minutes after we started walking his flash light went out but i could still see a little but i was freaked out and walked closer to him and i guess he noticed how scared i was and he asked me if i was scared and said just a little and he grabbed my hand and said "dont worry i'll protect you" and i just looked at him and smiled and he smiled back and we didnt really talk but lyk a couple minutes before we got to his house he let go of my hand and put his arm around my shoulder and walked a little closer and was playing wit my hair and i blushed but thank god he couldnt tell...so we got to his house and went into his room and i sat on the couch while he closed the door and then he came and sat next to me and he was this flity touchy feely but sweet cute and innocent type of guy but he was like touching my leg and i grabbed his hand and and played with his fingers(ew. NOT in a dirty way) and he pulled his hand back and put his arm around me and i leaned my head against his chest and fell asleep for a little while maybe 15 minutes and i woke up and the room was pitch black and i realized that his arm wasnt around me and that he wasnt next to me so i called out his name and stood up and he took both of my hand as told me he'd be right back and he let go and i heard the door open and closeand i was just standing there freaked out and alone and then aa minute later the door open then close so i called out his name but he didnt answer so i started getting scared and i heard a noise behind me so i whipped around and he jumped out and scream and i screamed kind of loud and he laughed and went over to the night stand and lit a condle(i dont know why it was there) and i punched him in the arm and said "holy crap dont do that to me" and him half laughing saying "ok youre right im sorry" and he leaned down and kissed me on the cheek and right when he did i felt a shock run through my whole bodyand then he went over to the night stnd and blew out the candle and walked back over to me and his arms slipped around my waist and i looked up and he was leaning in to kiss me and right before his lips touched mine his mom knocked on the door probably cuz she heard me scream and he dropped his arms a walked to the door and opened it and his mom asked if he ws alright and and he said yea then closed the door and thats when the confusion hit me i thought omg what am i doing he's one of my bestfriends ands suddenly i wasnt sure how i felt about him and then his arms going back around me woke me out of my thoughts and he was laening down again but i turned my head to avoid his kiss and he drew back and asked me what was wrong and i said "what if this doesnt work out?i dont want to lose you" and he siad "dont worry it will...and you wont lose me" and i said ok but still wasnt very sure and he let go of me and led me back to the couch and sat facing each other and he leaned in a just kissed me open lipped for about 5 seconds and stopped and stood up and went to go lock the door and i stood up and he came back and wrapped his arms around me open lipped for a little while then he tried to french me but i wasnt ready and i didnt really want to got that far and i pulled my head back and he smiled and said "ok im sorry im stopping" but right when he said that i knew that i did love him and that i was ready to and i looked him in the eyes and kissed him softly on the lips for about 2 seconds then he looked at me and smiled and leaned down and he frenched me and i let him and after a couple minutes he pulled back and smiled and said "not bad for your first time" and i just smiled and shook my head and and kissed him and some how we made our way back to the couch and and we were lying there making out him kind of on top of me for an hourand then we got up and his best friend and my bestfriend who were going out came and they asked what we were doing and i asked why and his friend looked at him and said "cuz he's wearing lip gloss" and the looked at us and laughedbut yeah that was yesterday and my first kiss and i loved every second of it |
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