I remember it like it was just yesterday: the day you first picked me up and took me shopping. I'll admit, I wasn't too keen on knowing you at first, but soon realized and grew to appreciate your determination in getting to know me. Nothing turns me on like a man who knows what he wants and how to get it.
That was the day it all began, the daydreams, the silent wishes, the midnight sweats, the endless thoughts of what could possibly come of what I had begun feeling for you. But, as I was soon to find out, that was only the beginning. You swept me off my feet the day you picked me up from school, got me an ice-cream, and then to show me your place. I was intrigued by everything you did, especially your touch as we graced the center of your bedroom floor and kissed for the first time. It felt like heaven and I knew right then and there that I was in heaven.
I realized from then on that it would take all that I was not to give in to your tenderness and charms, so I didn't try too hard not to fall for you. And you know, I've been in love with you since. You're still my ideal man, still the first, still the one with whom I learnt my first real lesson on the value of love, trust and honesty.
I'm really sorry it didn't work out between us though, but rest assured all the feelings of love are still there. I'm glad we can still be good friends, and despite my now secretly growing love, I've decided that what we shared then, and what we share now, are too full of worth for us to lose over what we may never share again.
So friend to friend, and heart to heart, my love for you will never part. |
