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| My Prince Of Desire |
| by HKM |
It is dark outside and the rain is pouring heavily. I sit alone in my room listening to the sound of the rain and enjoying the tranquility that the night brings. My mind focuses on the one special person I hold so dearly in my heart…my prince of desire.
It might sound stupid that I had only met and gotten to know him online and yet, I do have feelings for him. I can never thank God enough for bringing him into my life.
My heart was broken when I first met him online. I only wanted someone to talk to when his name popped up on my computer screen. To this day, I am very happy that I sent him that first message. He is such an angel and has always been a very good friend to me. He listened to me drone and drone as I ached. I have to say that he has really helped me a lot in getting over my heartache, although I have to admit that it took a really long time for my wounds to be healed. It took quite a while before I started developing feelings for him. At first, I just tried to ignore it and even called it a “passing phase” for fear that my heart would be broken again. But as time goes by, I realized that this feeling is real…and it was not a passing phase. Until now, I can never forget the first time I ever knew that he also had feelings for me. It was so magical for me that I was staring into space with disbelief. It never crossed my mind that I would ever fall in love again.
As I sit here writing this, tears are rolling down my cheeks. I miss him very much…and long so much to be with him. I can find no words to describe how much he means to me, how special he really is to me...and how much I really love him. I always see the both of us together in my dreams and I pray that one day soon, I will open my eyes only to find myself in his arms and to see him looking back at me.
Now I can only live in hope and until the day we meet, my heart will always be beating, bleeding and yearning for him. I await the day when I can be by his side…only to be his princess of desire. |
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