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| love's sickness and life surprises |
| by Adrienne |
| It all started about six years ago, when I was sixteen. I met this man threw my girls. When I first met him, I couldn't stand him. The lord only knew how much I couldn't stand him. As time went by I started to like him. He actually grew on me. At that time we were getting close. That's when he fliped the script and started to come home late night. I got into a fight at his work because some girl was there sitting on his lap. That's when I found out that I was pregnant. I had just turned seventeen. I was scared of what would happen between me and him. I finely got the nearve to tell him. I was relieved to here him tell me how happy he was. It was nice to have him there threw the first four months of my pregnancy. He decided to join the military. He was gone threw the rest of my pregnancy. He got back just in time for the delivery. I was in labor for six days and during those days he went off to sleep with my best friend. He got stationed in flordia. That's where it got worse. I found out he had another girl up there why he was still with me. He always cussed me out and put me down. It was all good at first but it started telling on me. I couldn't sleep and when I did, it would take me three hours to get to sleep. I remember waking up crying with my heart racing. Every night I would have nightmares. I lost a lot of weight. Everyone told me I looked dead. I felt like I was goin too. I didn't eat well. All I did was lay in bed crying. One day I got so dehiderated I passed out. I went to the hospital, they told me I came close to goin into shock. After that I told myself I can't do this anymore. To this day I can't forget what he put me threw, but I do forgive him. He still hasn't change matter of fact he has gotten worse. He is the reason why I can't trust men. It took me three years just to give a guy a chance. I still do care about him. I know that there will never be nothing between us cause those memories are still well alive in my heart. To all of those ladies out there u do deserve better then that. I found out the hard way. I finally found my first real love. I never felt so connected to a guy before. Believe me that is a real good feeling. He's up in the dessert right now. I honstely do miss him. My heart is at ease cause I can trust him. This is the relationship that I always wanted and needed. If he is ready this I love you! |
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