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| the last time may really be the last |
| by susan |
| I met my soulmate in april2003.Jay,he was my beest friend -up all night talking about eveything & nothing then the sun would be rising.he used 2 tell me some funny stories-we always slept like "spoons",I'd always fall asleep in his arms 1st but I gues somehow I'd end up laying on top of him he'd tell me..I couldn't breathe....& I didn't want 2 move you but my arm was numb & I had 2 go the bathroom we'd laugh so hard.we'd always finish each others sentences & we both endured almost the same exzact pain in life we both understood eachother.I have 2 kids,he had 3 obviously we weren't eachothers 1st love but we were soulmates.we were together 2 yrs when I found out we were pregant wellbecause of my choice our relationship ended he still called me everyday then it got 2 hard 4 me so I asked him 3 stop I had 2 go on oh the gut wrenching pain w/out him @night was the worst a few months later I had a dream of him stubborn me I wanted 2 call him so bad but I didn't that was monday tuesday I thought of him all day & barely slept the night wednesday I woke up by a bright light -it shook me,I thought it was that eclipse we had last may it weirdered me out it was at 5:0- am maybe 5:07 but 5 0 something well about noon I got the call jay killed himself NO NO NO I put on leather & lace by fleetwoodmac it was soupoused 2 b 1 of our wedding songs when his cousin came by an hr. later I sais mike he died between 5&6 huh? he said "We got the call@6:00" mikes his cousin so at 5something am he shook me I know it we were so close I know he was saying "bye southie" thats what he called me then all the sudden all tese thngs I had been wainting 2 or more yrs for started happening I really believe he's w/me I love him so much I wish I called him monday cuz I know if something was wrong I'd know I ALWAYS got him out of his "funk mood" ladies and you gentleman too treat every day as it were your last.Tomorrow will be 9 months-he was 34 yrs old!!!! calley I love you!-FACT |
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