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| Gave away my heart |
| by loveUhamesha
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My name is S. and my lost love is W.
The day it all happend i will never forget..4th of may 2000. We were friends and went out every weekend, went shopping together having fun like friends do. We became best friends and trusted each other completely.. Like friends we stayed over at each others house on regular base..so every day we could feel the attraction becoming stronger and stronger.
On the 4th of may 2000 we had our first kiss..It felt like heaven on earth. I was so happy i enjoyed the birds singing, i enjoyed the trees waiving their leaves, i even enjoyed the rain, because i knew W. was on my side and that was the best thing that could ever happen to me. Unfortunately i was too busy with myself.. almost never concidered her feelings. Thought everything would turn out right, and did not put enough effort in to changing my (bad) habits. She told me several times 'i want my old S. back'. I did not listen..and not knowing i slowly pushed her away from me. How could i ever been so stupid an blind. I knew she was pure at heart and so caring towards others. She broke up with me, i cried for days, weeks, months yes soon it will be 2 years since she left me..so i can even say i cried for years, because i still do. I will love her forever, she has my heart and just pray she will be mine forever in my next life to come. I will be waiting for W. untill i have had my last breath..because i will always love her even though she is someone elses wife.
W. i will love you forever, if there is a God, he will lead us back together...i love you
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