O.K, is everyone ready for this one, site down, this is going to be intersting....
well, from the begining, short version, i got married to a really good friend of mine, a few months later we dicided to have a child, then when i was 4 months pergnent he left me for some one else, i went threw being pregnent all by my self, then when i was about 7 month months pregnent, my husband wrote me a letter saying he was going to join the navy, then a few weeks after that, he begged me back telling me that he was wrong for leaving me(blah blah blah) so we got back together, he got stationed in san diego, california, and i lived in south carolina, then two days before, he decided he just wanted to be friends, so he wanted a divorce, then a week later he toled me he was just scared, and he wanted me back , so , we got back together. ( i know i know, why did i do it) so, he moved me and our 3 months old baby girl all the was to california, from the east side to the west wide! then again, about a month after we were in san diego, he said he didn't want to be married anymore, (of course it was because he was cheating on me,) but he never would admite it) but then i found proof, and that was enough for me. my plan was to move me and my beautiful baby girl back home to south carolina where i grew up and i knew everyone but things just kept on going wrong!! i had to spend 6 hundred dollors to fix my car cause. it broke down, i had to get money to rent a uhal and a tow dolly for my car, then i had to fly a friend down here to help me drive home, my friend was going to be here on the 1st of april, then two days before he was suppost to come, he called and told me he had to rebook the flight for two weeks later, because he didn't have enought money.. so he rebooked it for the 15th of april, which happened to be my birthday, so friends that i have here decided to throw a b-day/going away party for me on the 14th of april, my close friend joyce invited a man she thought i might like, she said that we would be perfect together(everyone in san diego tried SO HARD to get me to stay there), well, the day of the party i finally met him , the all famous, jeff, from the moment i saw him i fell in love,i have never felt such a jolt go threw my bodym but i was still determend to go back home, we spent all night till the break of dawn talking,(being in what is know and i know will forever be the best birthday i will ever know. in together) we had everything in common, we finished eachothers sentences, we had been through similer roads in life, and we loved the same and got hurt in the same ways (with most of them always being cheated on) with both of us always giving more love and not getting any in return! well, we spent the remaining days i had left in san diego together,(so i thought i would have left in san diego) my friend flew down, i rented to uhal truck and then found out that future ex- husband, didn't deposit the money he was suppost to give me to get home, so i couldn't leave, my friend ended up flying home, and i had to return the uhal truck, it was as if something beyong my control was keeping me here, me and jeff comtinued to see each other and now it has been a few months, we are getting a place together, he is everything i have ever dreamed of, he is WONDERFULL with my daugher, and he loves me the way i have only dreamed of, i have finally found my 50%/ 50% love. the one where both give, that both care, that both take care of things equally!! now i know what was keeping me her. it was him. it is funny how thing work out sometimes. but it wan't just " something that just happened" i honestly believe it was something that fate had in store of me and him. and i wouldn't change it for the anything in this world, so even though,i risked leaving home to take a chance on my ex husband, i ended up looking like a fool at first, but now, i think of how even bigger of a fool i would have been if i didn't take that risk of coming here, because if i didn't i would have never found the love of my life! my destiny! i love you jeff, so for everyone that thinks that love at first sight and fate, destiny and soulmates don't exsist! here is proof for you! have a little faith and pray that god will lead you on the path that you find and receive love and only love, cause that is what i did and look at what i got, a man that truley loves me for me, and i have GOD and FATE to thank for that!!! |
