In the chat room, you meet so many guys that u think u can see yourself with, but really it doesnt make a difference, because u dont know if he will be real. Well, this was the case with me and my beau. Just as any other buddy, I added him to my buddy list on MSN Messenger in November 2001, and we chatted as normal buddies would. But this one night, we were talking and he told me that he would sweep off my feet, and that he wants us to be closer friends. We eventually become closer, but as each day passed, we drew closer to each other until I felt his words like a warm hand across my chest. The warmth remained. It was the most unique experience. After this, we started expressing our feelings, feelings that we never knew existed. The closeness of our "cyber relationship" became something that was drawn to completely...i couldnt stop thinking about it. Eventually, we decided that we should meet. After all, these feelings wer so real to me, but i want to feel him close to me, not only to embrace his love virtually. He was mine indefinitely in my heart, as i had not felt this way in a while having been isolately single for 4 years. I had to meet him, I was determined. He lives in Barbados, I in Trinidad and Tobago. The waters seem to be a hindrance but yet i presisted that we should pursue this love so strong. It became a desire of mine to be adventurous. He was afraid, but i was brave. I had to find the man of my dreams; the man who touched my heart. So,in August oof this year, I went to Barbados to see my baby. I have loved him so much, it didnt matter now what he looked like. I called him because he knew that i was coming. I gave him directions and he was coming, like my knight in shining armour. I anticipated his coming, that i couldnt get up. When i saw the car, i froze in my chair. He parked the car and was coming towards me, and there stood a dark, sweet looking man in front of me. He filled my heart. I felt that nothing could replace that feeling that i had for the first time. Everythig fell into place then. We hugged as though the world was exploding behind us. It was a dream come true for us, at least for me the most. I was that determined to meet the man who had my heart, and i dont regret it, because he is what i wanted in a man and still is, my beau, my love, and this is what created " the greatest love of two".
I am a realist who believes that nothing happens without the Divine intervention. I am very ambitious, since i plan to become my country's best Accountant. I am focused on my goal, and am very very firm on discipline. I love nature, sports, food of all kinds, singing, meeting people, and listening to music. Syrfing the Net has become an interest as well, and I am very much in love.
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