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| She earns a second chance... |
| by Jack Roskam |
I have met my girlfriend over a year and half ago... We've been together the past 7 months.
It has been a great relationship, no it was perfect. She supported me through some rough periods. My uncle was deadly ill and I couldn't go to him because he lived in another country. I knew my uncle more then my biological father. I loved my uncle like a father. But he passed away. The only one who could support me was her and she did. There are more rough times I've been through and in each and everyone of her I could trust upon my sweetheart to support me.
A week ago she did something with a guy. It was the same guy she had sex with for the first time. He is 4 years older and that had intimidated me throughout the relationship. She knew I feared that something would happen between her and him again and still it happened...
I was heartbroken and I don't know how to trust her anymore. Love is not the issue, for in all things I have stumbled upon in this live and the past lives, I have never loved someone more then I have loved her. We are born about 20000 km from each other and still our souls found each other.
But the past week was hard on me. I don't know if I can ever trust her own judgement again. I now I have propertised her the last week, but I cannot see her with another, no matter who, guy, at least not now.
I know someday I'll trust her again. And for the moments, those little moments that seem to be of inimportence, make me love her more and more everyday.
She is my first love in this live, but I knew from the first moment we kissed that I knew her through and through.
Maybe she isn't perfect, but neither am I. Slips happen. All we can do is forgive. Trust can be rebuild, but if the foundations are broken and ruined, it cannot.
I forgave her as soon as I saw her, but I knew that rebuilding my trust was going to take some time. I write this in order to let my feelings out and to reach all the lovers facing the same problems.
To those who need to forgive, but cannot: Try to imagine the time she/he spended with you. These time will be priceless and shall never return when your with another. Take time to think, I know first hand it hurts, but try to make the right choice. I forgave mine, will you forgive yours?
To those who were infindil: Try to imagin the pain you caused and redeem yourself before the foundations of trust are ruined beyond repair. Don't take love for granted, love is something you share with your soul. You body is there to express your soul. I know this because my soul is crying for her.
She is my one and true soul mate. If anything happenes to part us, then I regret I cannot be with her in this life, but the next will maybe be better.
Don't limit your love just by words. Talking is good, but express with your heart. She/he needs you to remind her how much you love her/him. |
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