Dear Brandon,
Never would I have imagined I would fall in love with someone at such a young age. I always believed love to be something built out of maturity and respect, not passion and lust. Boy, was I ever wrong!
Words can never express the way I felt, but I'll sure try. You made me quiver with every touch. My heart would beat with the music of your soul. I loved holding you, kissing you, just being with you. You were everything I wanted, and not only someone I loved, but admired. If I had one wish it would be to feel the thrill of knowing I am the one for you, that out of all the people in the world, you chose me, I was the one you needed; your best friend. I am so lost without you. You are all I think about, and I simply cannot imagine life without you.
There are days where I wish I never met you, but I know in my heart you were sent to me for a reason, to teach me the gift of love. If only I could figure out why I am without you now. I sometimes imagine you with someone else, in hopes it will help me move on, but one of the reasons I am so thankful to have met you, is because you have taught me hope, and made me fall in love with passion, faith, and love. I love the faith I have in us, even though I know it is slowly breaking me. I am a sincere, fun person, but after you I feel... worthless. I pray every night for you to come back, for you to touch me again. Every time I see you, I think, "Okay, get one last look at his beautiful face and move on." I never do.
Michelle |
