Dear BB Tan,
It has been a long time since we really had a talk. Each time we meet, it's either filled with animosity or silence. I know I am the one who has caused things to be like the way they are today, and how you have changed into someone whom I can't recognize at times. You wanted to be like me, on how I treated love like dust, easily gone with the wind. You were never just another person to me. Of all the people I have met, you were the only one for me, the only one that I want to spend my life with. However, I threw everything away, by not cherishing you. I know I don't deserve to ask you back now. Not now, after all that I have done; I am too ashamed of myself to even face up to myself.
My promise to you, BB, is that I will wait for the day, when all the bad memories are erased, when we can truly start anew, to carry on our lives together. This is the only vision I have now, and the only thing that I look forward to now; to walk towards the path with you by my side again.
Love you,
Zephyr |
