Dear J.
I once was afraid to fall for a man after all of the times that I had been loved and left before. I thought this would be the same, so I didn't let myself fall. I was afraid to be left, used, whatever, but you showed me what love really is. You have been loved and left before, and I know that you were as scared as I was. But now, our lives seem to be empty without the other. I have done some things that hurt you, and I am sorry....
I know how much you love me, and I want you forever. I want the house, the careers, the trucks, the kids, the animals, the whole 9 yards. My love for you continues to grow, and even though I will be gone for a while. It will never fade. You are my one true love, and I realize now that you won't leave. I love you with all of my heart and soul. You are my everything. I love you.
Love always,
Ash |