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I can't beleive we're actually apart. When I look back from the start. I imagined myself with you forever. I'll never forget the first time I saw you. You came into my office & I just knew you were the one! I even told my friend "I'm gonna have that boy one day". A couple of months later we hooked up - we made love like two teenagers. We were both so nervous & scared. Nothing could seperate us after this.We had lots of good times but more bad...needless to say, it ended up sad. After 3 long years you had to go, I couldn't give you kids & this killed my soul. Now, all these years later when we pass by one another - the passion, the love, the desire's still there. I can't understand how two people can be so attracted to each other & still not be together. Why would God allow us to fall in love, only to see us apart? I love you. I always have & I alway will. I dream of you at night & think of you during the day. Now, you've started calling me & I'm married. What do I do? I want to be faithfull to my husband but there's a different love from him & you! I saw you the other day - I was nervous! You say you're over me but when we look into each other's eyes...I get lost - confused! I can still feel your touch, your lips. I can still see your beautiful blue eyes...as I start to cry. I just wan to forget you, to move on. I have a great life now... why did you have to come back into it? I pray at night for God to remove these feelings I have for but nothing changes - I can't help but think..."If you can't get someone out of your mind, maybe their supposed to be there". |
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