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| Can't leave him alone |
| by Elizabeth Estelle |
| I was 16 and a junior... and he was just a freshman football player. we became close friends and talked alot to each other. We would talk until like 5 in the morning. we would watch the same movies while talking on the phone.. he always had a joke to tell me or he'd bust out in a random dance move. I would never sit on a chair, I'd always sit on his lap. I loved how his chest puffed out and the fact that I couldn't feel anything unless he was near by. He was the perfect drug and the perfect guy friend. I felt myself falling for him but I knew better than to fall in love. I tried to stay away from him but he was just so funny. My friends said I was stupid for hanging out and talking to him, but without him I'd be incomplete. If I didn't see him for a day I went into a total depression. I needed him more than the air I breathed. Well my attitude and big mouth pushed him away, and my words cut him deep. So he stopped talking to me. I felt him always looking at me but he wouldn't say anything to me. And if I said something to him he would be like as if I didn't exist. I never cried so much. It hurt to breathe without having him nearby. I knew I was being stupid for crying over him but I couldn't control my emotions. I felt so broken, and if he was with another girl, I just broke down and cried. I couldn't stand not being near him and smelling his colgne or not having him play with my hair or hug me so tight i could breath. He became very close to my friends, I thought with time my heart would heal but seeing him was just a reminder of my broken heart and shattered dreams. I cried for months and had many sleepless nights. I was used to talking to him for hours and now I had nothing to do with the time. I missed how he would make me laugh when the tears spilled from my eyes. I had other guy friends but no one could ever replace Jorge. He always had a comment about everything and his accent sounded so soothing in my most sadest times. I then knew the quote "What do you do when the person who makes you stop crying is the one who made you cry" I broke down everytime our song came out. I truly missed the fun we had. I now have xavi but tinoco was truly there for me and i will always love him but I will never forget the memories we have and the times we shared. I will always treasure his smile and never forget his laugh.... |
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