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| Unfair Love |
| by terisian |
how to start my worst story about this guy i loved and give me back colors in my life.. today november 05,2007 is the day i dont know if im already overcome my nightmare with the guy i loved so much with all my heart.. lastnight was the day we already broke our promises..(my heart get weak!) i admit his not the fist guy i loved but i do really love him so much and even i already hurt with my past lover i consider him as the only guy I LOVED and the man i live until im getting older. Our relationship was a long distance coz he is a Seaman although i understand his work and his carrer bcoz i do really Loved him so much we been apart for almost a year bcoz his contract was 10 months and he stay in Manila for almost half of a year and we been together for almost 20 months.We have a plans together he asked me to wait for him and i promised him and faithful to him but when he came back here last month 1st week of october obcorse im so Happy coz i we can be together again for so long of waiting him and just having a communication through phone, chat and emails. And the worst things he done to me is when he meets me his family and accept me to his family when i reach on the part that i been liked his family and being closed to them and he also to my family then EVERYTHING was just pretending that he loved me still when he came back here but he changed! the MAN that I know and the MAN that I Loved was not him anymore..The reason why he did not loved me anymore was that "HE IS NOT HAPPY TO ME ANYMORE and THERE IS SOMETHING MISSING BETWEEN ME AND HIM" its so UNFAIR to me that im WAITING TO HIM but NOTHING!! i asked him what i've done wrong to him? but He dont have any answer on that but "Nothing".. I HATE HIM FOR THAT!
Now he living again with my anger!!
Why it is so painful even im the one who BROKEUP with him? It's because its so UNFAIR to me that i been good to his love but he didn't? i never expected this will happend to me.. i know its not the end of my world but i really cant help it but i just cried at him with anger..and I CANT FORGIVE HIM!!
i know GOD forgive as whatever sin's weve done to him and i know im just a human and why i cant give his FORGIVENESS? maybe time can tell on this..
by:terisian
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