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| A Broken Heart |
| by Torrence |
It All Started When I Met This Guy Named Phill At Church. He Seemed Really Sweet And Down To Earth, But He Had A Girlfriend. I Kept My Distance Some What, But A Few Months After Staying Away, We Began To Get Close. Him And I Became Physical And Soon Started "Playing" Around On A Weekly Basis.
( While He Was In A Relationship ) After Six Months Of Sharing A Physical Relationship, He Informed Me That He Was Falling In Love With His "Girlfriend" And Couldn't Contine To Be With Me. I Was Heart Broken And Upset So I Spent The Last Few Months Sulking. I Would Pray About Phill, I Would Ofter Ask The Lord To Bring Phill To Me, So That I Could Be With Him And Have Him To Hold As My Own. But Never Did Phill Come To Me As I Wanted Him Too. A Year Or 2 Later Him And His Girlfriend Broke Up. So I Went In For The Kill AGAIN !! =( Big Mistake. After Playing Around Again, I Began To Get Even More Attached Then Before And I Quickly Felt Like It Was Love. But Little Did I Realize, That It Was Only "Lust". Even Though Phill And His Girlfriend Were Broken Up, They Would ALWAYS Talk. And Of Course Because I Thought I Was In Love With Him, I Wanted Him All To Myself. So One Evening, I Had Broken Into His E-Mail Account And Sent His Ex-Girlfriend An E-Mail That Would Make Her Mad. She Auto-Matically Responded Back To Phill ( Thinking That It Was Him Who Sent The Rude E-Mail ). She Explained In The E-Mail That He Was Being Immature And That She Needed A Break From Him. Well I Continued On Sending Her E-Mails For About 3 Months, Until One Day Phill And His Ex-Girlfriend Caught On. Phill Soon Confronted Me About It, And Things Haven't Been The Same Since. Of Course I Denied Sending The E-Mails, But There's No Doubt In My Mind That He Doesn't Think It's Me Doing It. My Heart Is Now Completely Broken And I'm Mad At Myself For Being So Stupid. My Plan Back Fired In My Face And Now I'm Left Alone. This Story Goes Out To All Of The People Out There Who Might Have Been In My Position Or Are Thinking About Doing Something Like I Did. My Advice To Ya'll Is
"DON'T DO IT".. Even Though I Wasn't In Love With Phill, I Still Cared About Him A Great Deal And I Loved His Company. But Now I Have Nothing. I Don't Have A Friendship With Him, Nor A Relationship And I Can Never Show My Face At Church Again. Please Ya'll, Don't Be Stupid Like I Was.. Think Before You Leap. It's The Smartest Thing.. =( Good Luck Everyone. |
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