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| I found my love but i lost it... |
| by Caryn |
I had a boyfriend name ken. This is true it what happens to me now..I met him in the year 2004 and we started dating on 15 June of year 2004. We went on smoothly and we always talk on the phone and i realised i love him very deep after my first kiss and everything from him. I even thought i had found my perfect guy and its gonna last eternally. Till the year of 2005 on January 19, he mentioned the word 'break up' to me. On that spot my heart was broke to pieces and i could not even speak a word. He said he get bored of me and he don't likes me anymore. I am sad totally sad very heart broken. I cried myself to bed for three months and i did attemp to suicide. I cut my self with the window pane and even drank soap water but it don't work out i was saved everytime by someone. I date with another guy that been waiting for me for so long but it don't work out because i kept thinking about the past that reflect my memories. I suffer that long and not long enough, i found out my close friend andrea loves ken. I am totally dead and ken loves her too.. but andrea let go ken because of me. I felt so uncomfortable i told andrea i don't like ken anymore. I started forgetting the past and continue with my lifestyle. Not to keep my friends woorry, i never tell them any of my feelings. Today, i found myself a guy.. Marvin but my closest friend love him too.. I am choosing its either to let go.. I don't always get what i wanted but i know i love the most is ken and i kept every sweet memories with me.. Learn to let go in something when u had it.. When its not urs it will not be urs.. Chill..
Hurting is just a part of gaining experience in life for us to grow. We must learn to let go in something when we had it for a long time.. Stay Happy always!
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