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| Love That Will Never Be |
| by Melissa |
When we first met, we could sit and talk for hours
about anything. It felt like he was the only one who truly understood me, and was somewhat going through what I was going through. We would do anything to be together. I moved and we kept in contact via telephone, but soon lost touch and moved on. A years time passed and I ended up moving back to the city on my own. It was the day before my 16th birthday, and I packed up and left my parents house. The first night in the city I was trying to think of who I could call, that I knew to make some contacts. It hit me, Ron Mahon. I looked up his number and since his dad is Ron Mahon SR, I found it quite quickly. I called and we talked, he was so surprised to hear from me. We made arrangements to hang out the next day, my birthday. June 11th 2003 we met again. From the begining things were rocky and we fought. Only two months of being together I moved in with his family. That I think was one of the worst mistakes
that we made. We were too young, and it was just a
contant battle between us. We physically fought, and he abuse me verbally. But I always forgave him. Finally I moved out, but we basically still saw eachother everyday and I would sleep at his house every night. I dont really know when he stopped caring and wanting to always be with me but soon, I foung myself having to beg him to come and see me. We've broken up, oh god I dont even know how many time, but still always got back together. I just dont understand the way love works. No matter what he did to me, hit me, called me names, canceled plans, embarassed me, I always forgave him. This has been my life for two years, and still things havent changed. I know that this isnt what I want for myself but it is so hard to move on. I know that I will never love anyone ever, the way I loved him. I am only 18 years old, still young, but I feel like Ive lost everything. I cant understand why he cant treat me
right, but I know that I have to move on because the love is lost.
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