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| Don’t promise me... |
| by Tabitha Pompa |
What's the point of promising something you can't keep? why would you tell me you love me and you say "I promise I would never leave you, NO MATTER WHAT" then when the time comes... you don't really mean it... you say "I don't want you to waist your time with me, I want you to be happy" but did you ever stop to ask me what makes me happy. Did you just guess that leaving me would make me happy because you were going somewhere far? but you never stopped to ask me " if I left you, would it be better for you, because I'm so far" because I remember when you asked me "if I left, what would you do." and I said " I'd cry everyday." did you just not remember what I said. What is so hard that you can't stop and ask me how I feel? You can't just make a choice for me, without even asking me. you can't just text me and say "I'm going to Dallas in about 30 min and then going to Minnesota for about 6 months or 1 year" and leave. With out calling me before hand and telling me why... with out even telling me that you love me... with out trying to see me before you left. Why was I the last one to know... did you not want to see me before you left... did you plain to not tell me... so it would be easier on you... what about me...? I cried myself to sleep that night you sent me that text message... you left with out saying anything to me... without saying... that... you loved me... all you could say was "at least you got that guy that plays the guitar" like it's that easy to just leave... now I sit... and look at the gift that is wrapped on my bed... the one I was planning to give you on v-day... what do I do with that... what do I do with that.... what was going through your mind... what made you think... I would be happy this way... it hurts so much... what was going through your mind...was it me crying... cuz if it wasn't... then you were wrong... cuz all I can do now it cry... and it's call because of a promise that meant the world to me... please.... don't promise me...
By: Tabitha Pompa
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