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| My Love is my Pride!! |
| by SETH |
Well! First of all i want to tell u something about myself...hmmm!!..I m 19 rite now, male from Karachi(Pakistan) & doing my Bachelors in Computer sciences. Well! at first we had two campus & after completing my ADP its a degree equivalent to A LEVELS....we have been shifted to the other campus!...& there i saw a gal who was like totally different from every1else.....very cute, innocent & also wears black gown like most Muslim gals. I alwayz tried to tell her abt my feelings but wheneva i saw her comin....the blood in my veins rushes & my tongue never supported me......but i alwayz stare at her beatiful face....& alwayz prayin to God that pls help me out!!!....!
Days passes & then one day i came to know that one of my friend is like bro to her.....& in the whole Campus she only talks with him & no1else....then i told him my feelings towards her & how much I love her!...at first he didnt agree.....& said she is too different from others i know she wont agree either....but i convienced him.....but he told me that if u really Love her then just go n tell her.....If ur love is true then u wont get hurt......i did as i was instructed..!. I went to her & was really confused & scared....i asked her,"Excuse me Ma'am"....she replied,"YES",,....I said,"Well!..hhmmmmmhmmm,...aahmmmm....accctu allyy.. iii.....well! wouldu be my friend"....she shaked her head,"No! Sorry".....thn i got a bit confident & i asked,"Well! Ma'am m i doing nething wrong!".....she said,"Listen...I came here to study so pls lemme study...I dont want to get in these stuffs...coz there is no use of it....at the end we ll get hurt!"....& she walked away....I standed ther for a while & thn went home.....the whole night i was thinkin....of wat she said & how the words were comin out of her mouth....after that I always tried to hide whneva i saw her......coz if she ll see me thn she ll think tht this guy is so cheap, still followin me or wateva.....but well! i always stare at her from the place where she couldnt see me!!......the time passes...
And One day she told my friend that one of ur friend(she was pointin me) is so insensitive & rude....she said,"u know wat he did last week, he challenged his friends that he ll offer me for friendship & i ll accept it but i refused..." then my friend explained her that it wasnt like ur thinkin & who told u so.....she pointed the guy & said he told me....my friend went to him and asked him in front of her......thn the guy said i m sorry i was just kiddin......thn she shouted at him....and my friend told her that how much i care for her.....& since how long i wanted to tell her about my feelings.....she accepted that im sincere but her reply was......"actually i want to do something for my Parents & younger bros & that is my aim in life so pls dont force me to get in ne kinda relationship!"....my friend was speechless!....& he told me everything
Since then i m working hard & concentrating on my Studies & trying to improve my grades...coz she really is a good student...& rite now i think i donot deserve her.....& My Dad told me tht.....FIRST DESERVE THN DESRE........n im doin tht....but im not sure that she likes me....or wht should i do next>?....u ppl can help me...??....will u?? |
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