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| My First and Only Love |
| by Rabin |
First Love
My First Love is the most beautiful feeling I ever had till date. I was 14 then, no idea that time - what is love, what it want, how it feels but now I can say just it was my First Love. I was in another world that time, there was no pain, no fear, no one to stop me. Just me and she with my dreams and lots of love.
I was in school hostel that time. She agreed after lone One and Half years of my proposal. Me and my friend went to her home by bike on a holiday and there I propose her again just two months before our class 10th board exam.and she didn't refuse. But truly when she agreed to my proposal there was no such feelings that I though earlier. I don't know why my all dreams goes away from me on that day. Although later we meet almost everyday or at least one phone call everyday. But truly there was no real love from my side. I don't know what was her feelings but I was a cheating her.
After Three months our Exam ends and I give her a very small gift and leave my boarding. And after that I didn't call her again, and she doesn't know my home phone no so she can't. And now she out of my mind. But I feel guilty now. Last week I call her again after 3 Years and she cut the call.
Now I don't have the strength to face her. May be she forgive me or anything else but I can't. Now I'm afraid to make relationship; because believe it or not at least One hour a day I Dream about my Future dream Girl. But when I open my eyes The Truth of my last relation shocks me. May be I do this again to another girl again.
May Be after this writting no one will make relation with me but Now I don't have the confident to make any relation again. I'm still suffering from my last relationship, and may be she is also.
Whatever my present is in my opinion who hadn't fall in love in his/her school life is incomplete. |
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