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| My Second Chance |
| by Melissa |
I first met my boyfriend 5 years ago. It was love at first sight. We did everything together. Looking through photos one day, we came across one that he had taken of his mother on a sight seeing tour. I looked closer and I realized the lady in the foreground was my mother! Amazing!
I went away for job training 2 years into our relationship and really screwed up. I ended up "fooling" around with someone. I regretted it terribly. I was so sorry. I told him as soon as I got home. He inately knew something was wrong. We broke up for a few days and he courageously came back to me. We had our moments throughout the next couple of years. His friends never trusted me and I really don't blame them one bit.
This last week has been very hard for me. I blew my second chance by getting drunk with a best friend and ending up at this guys place where I was truly forcefully pressured into having sex. I was raped. I never told a soul and 5 months has passed. My mother knew but I couldn't confied in anyone. Not even my best friend who was there that night in another room. I was ashamed. I still am. My best friend told my now ex last week. She thought I had slept with him willingly since this guy bragged about it for a few weeks. I don't even know who he is! He was from out of town and I messed up by being there. I blew my second chance and I'm paying the big one for it. I'm 22 years old and broken hearted. I would do anything for him. We have been through thick and thin these last 5 years. Do I think he'll forgive me - Yes. Do I think he'll come back home - Nope.
Don't ever blow your second chance. I did and I'm hurting royally for it. I'm glad he wants to reamian friends but I will never get my hopes up. I will never love anyone the way I love him. I wish he'd come back. I wish I could touch him one last time. I remember the way he smells and tastes. And I miss that. I miss him. |
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