I have decided to leave the world,
Because my heart is full of pain,
Not sure how to get over this,
Now I cannot breathe again,
I am struggling to get out of bed,
Every thought of you is here,
Inside, my heart is breaking,
I just want to hold you near,
I fought to get on with my life,
But the pain is feeling worse,
I cannot seem to forget you,
My life is just a curse,
I know that now you hate me,
To be truthful, so do I,
I tried to hold on to you,
Now I just want to die,
This feeling of awful rejection,
By everyone that I love,
Do not worry about me now,
I will watch you from above,
I wanted to tell you how I felt,
But you chose to ignore me,
I wanted to make things better,
But you chose not to see,
My job here on earth is done,
I loved someone with my heart,
Just remember me for who I was,
And we will never be apart.
Copyright 2005 - Amanda Linzi |