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| Forgiving you... |
| by Erika |
A storm is stirring in my mind
My thoughts Myself
I cannot find
A mental block I cant get thru
This mental block
That I call you...
I hear a voice that mocks me
Not to long ago
In ur arms you rocked me
I lay by ur side
I felt ur protection
And all I feel now
Is total rejection...
This person that makes me feel
So worthless
So useless
Makes me feel like a fool
This person I never imagined
I cant believe it was you...
I turn to you for comfort
Thought I had ur support
But everything I say
You turn around and abort...
My words mean nothing at all
You just wanna see me fall
But I wont ask you for a helping hand
By myself now I can stand...
Now Im no longer angry
I'll no longer hold a grudge
Cause all you are to me
Is an insignificant smudge...
But know I still cant forgive you
For you havent apologized
For the damage you caused
You never held a word back
You never thought to pause
The frustration thats inside
Of all you were the cause...
And even so, revenge, like you, is to low...
This still doesnt compare to 22yrs of shady blows...
So cold and heartless
The things you would say
And now you beg me
To come back home and stay?
The same you and I will never be
From ur evil ways
Im finally set free
I believe in myself
I cant go wrong
But if I do I thank you still
For making me so strong...
But just so you know
The tough love technique everytime that I fell
A smile and comfort
Would have worked better or just as well...
Fortunately now you cant bring me down
Theres a smile on my face no longer a frown,
Ill float to the top
I wont drown in my sorrow
My hopeful heart
Awaits on tomorrow...
No more waiting in the dark
All thats left is a small mark
Like bark on a tree
With time I will heal
I know once again
In my heart I will soon start to feel
Love once more...
My wounds now I finally seal
And open my heart, that once feel apart
To the one who will give me
A brand new start...
Erika G. Gomez
*I wrote this after I had a very intense argument with my mother.
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