|I wish so much that I could hold you.|
A simple desire, yet so hard to do.
This is a love so hopeless, but yet,
As hard as I try, I can not forget.
I want to move on, I try every day,
to get a grip on these feelings and throw them away.
But everyday I pathetically remain,
Adoring you amazingly with nothing to gain.
I want to let go of what Iâ€™m holding so tight,
and let these feelings trail off into the night,
But as soon as my hold loosens, I grab and donâ€™t miss
Because I donâ€™t know how to feel anything but this.
Iâ€™ve become dependent on these feelings, that I feel every day,
without them Iâ€™m lost and my hopes are astray.
So now I donâ€™t know how to live on my own,
Without thoughts of you, Iâ€™ll be so alone.
I want to get over you, but youâ€™ve changed me too much,
All I want is to hold you and grasp on and clutch,
Because you are the one. I donâ€™t want to let go.
Youâ€™re everything I need, youâ€™re all that I know.
I tried to move on, thatâ€™s something I canâ€™t do,
But no matter what I think, I only want you.
I just need some time, when I can, Iâ€™ll move on,
Iâ€™ll face life without you when I am strong.
But for now I just canâ€™t, thatâ€™s way to tough,
I didnâ€™t know falling out of love could be rough.