|by Allison Aqua|
It's almost time for you to be on the radio
Hope you put on a really good show
You do not have time for me
I would have been there through eternity
I would have made time for you
especially under circumstances blue.
i know you have your family
your work and you're not free
I'm hurting so badly
I'm afraid of me
you are afraid of me too
Why can't I just love you?
Why do you make it such a big deal
to find the truth, the way I feel
I opened doors
because it's you i adore
It's you i wait for.
Now the doors have shut kind of like my mind
Cause i did some stupid stuff and I've been unkind
Now I need to get over you ~ i thought you were a sign
A vision came over me and I thought you were mine.
Now I hide behind my truths so crazy they may sound
now i live behind my shield, and i won't let it down.
It's not a time to be forsaken or taken for granted
Sorry that i think your life is so enchanted.
I think i miss what we once had
i think I miss you and i feel bad
I think i can just give you up
like coffee grounds in the bottom cup
i see the futures fortune
I am in tune
With the sky and the stars,
with the air and with mars
with this life its not ours
and i get too deep.
i am deep and i keep falling like a star
falling from the sky so far
i fall upon the ground
i don't hear anything, there is not a sound
i feel so unwound
like a string of yarn unrolled
into a blanket i can hold.
You might never know what you missed
well you missed this
sunshine on the darkest days, nigh times that are bright
whispering softly sweet nothings in the night.
A lifetime of devotion, passion and emotions
A back massage with lotions
Like a magic spell with potions
Maybe I could ease your mind
And all things that are kind.
You missed me most of all and made me back away
and I still wait for you, until another day.
I have been a fool, I will have to say.
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