As I ride along,
I can still picture his face,
The one that no other can ever replace.
He captured my heart,
And captured my soul,
Loving him,
Was my only goal.
I somehow missed the mark,
And missed my chance,
At building what we had into a lifetime of romance.
We were just one stones toss away from crossing that line,
Where I'd be his,
And he forever be mine.
I sit alone sometimes,
And can't help but cry.
Wondering why he never bothered to just leave,
To say I hate you for this,
So that I might see,
Just what I did to make him stop loving me.
Though I tell friends I'm over him,
They know that's not true.
For the person I've become,
Things still don't come shinning through.
I really don't think I deserve this heartache,
It hurts so bad.
I'd try to call him again,
But he might answer the phone,
And tell me he's busy,
And not alone.
And even If I could see him now,
I wouldn't know what to say.
Maybe I really don't wanna know,
Why he hurt me this way.
I don't wish him bad,
There's no hatred in my heart.
Just a lot of think and wondering why we're apart.
Wondering why I fell guilty,
When I did nothing wrong.
Wondering if I was just a game to him,
And did he string me along.
If only I could feel hatred,
Instead of hurt in my mind,
I really do think,
That it would be easier 2 find some solitude.
I wish this could all just pass by,
So I wouldn't have to spend so much time,
Just Wondering Why. |
