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the way i feel |
by kiky |
The Way I Feel
For so long we have been through alot, screaming and yelling while the nieghbors calling the cops. I knew we loved eachother because the drama we all stopped. At first things went so right you meant the world to me and I couldn't sleep at night, thinking & dreaming when we ran away together telling eachother lets make it last forever. So we did and had our two kid's Angel and Andrew our Precious little gifts. I had the most wonderful life the man of my dream's who holds me all night.. I remember when I would see you on the streets wishing one day you would step up to me, and you did it was love at first sight, we talked and laughed everything went so tight. I was yours and you were mine like no other love any one can find. Then came that special day when we expressed our feelings, hot sex in the candle light caressing our bodies and it felt just so right holding you tight closer to me "dont stop I love you baby" I told you I want a family to spend the rest of my life with you by my side as you looked into my eyes I started to cry, I couldnt believe how much you meant to me. I would die for you give anything to you I miss you so much it's just tearing me up all inside my body feels so weak screaming with pain every time I hear your name making me go insane. This pain rushes through my viens every night and day waiting for your return my body wants to burn I yearn for your touch but I can only take so much I brake down at night wondering if thiers a God to help me through this fight becuz its been to long so here I am listening to our songs "JUST ANOTHER DAY" was your favorite phrase and I cant forget the times we both got blazed, oh what a night was always on my mind just the two of us laughing all night. You treated me like a princess the queen of your world you were my man and I was your girl. And now your in heaven up above your free at last my special WHITE DOVE I'll never forget you and never leave the past you were my first my number one king the missing piece of my heart Michael you been my other half. And now im gunna lie down and cry my self to sleep staring at our son's watching them breath they miss you, they wonder why your gone I tell them it wont be too long for that day we can feel your embrace, we love you daddy and you can't be replaced, until that one day where you take away this pain, unlock all the chains I dont care for fortune and fame just you and our kids and everything we did, So for now I'll just keep my chin held high with no one by my side while these days go by but remember you always with PRIDE.....
Dedicated to you baby Our True life |
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