| You said, “I love you and always will.” But I guess you didn’t mean it. You said you’d die for me, but what you don’t know is that when you walked away you killed me. I guess not everyone gets a second chance. I hope you happier now in her arms and not mine. It's still hard to look you in the eyes because when i do all i see is what used to be "us". I cant stop thinking about you because, in this little town, you and me are everywhere...and thats so hard to deal with. I don’t think you meant to hurt me the way you did, at least I hope not. I still love you, but for the first time since all this happened I’m starting to put the little pieces of my heart back together. So in other words I’m starting to move on. But I want to let you know that I will never forget, or stop loving you. I know that you will never again be mine…and that is the truth I can hardly bare. There are so many things that I meant to tell you, but I guess I just ran out of time. I miss you. I miss all that you are. I miss being yours. I miss holding your hand and kissing your lips. I miss you whispering in my ear. And I most of all miss the fact that when I heard your voice talk to me for that brief moment, everything in the world was okay. You had the power to make me forget about everything else around me. I hope that when you read this you look back on all the good and bad times we’ve had and how the good always conquered over the bad, somehow…up until now. It just confuses me, cause you said, “I love you and always will.” |
