I remember the last time,
I saw your beautiful face,
You looked so peaceful and gracious,
Your body covered in lace.
I remember the last time,
I saw you awake,
I looked in your eyes so helpless,
It was more than I could take.
You were so sick,
You were lying there,
Holding my hand,
You just lay and stared.
And I could not do anything,
Just stand and watch you die,
And It killed me because I could not help you,
I broke and cried inside.
I was not fair,
And it is not fair now,
Your gone, your not here,
And I do not understand how.
I wish you could wake up,
But you can not,
I wish you could come back,
My tears just drop.
None of this is right,
No it is not fair,
It is eating me away inside,
And I constantly wish you were still here.
You are not supposed to be gone,
It is all so damn wrong,
I can not cope anymore,
No, I can not be strong.
I need you so bad,
I need you to be here,
When you flew away,
A big part of my life and heart disappeared.
You looked so sacred,
And I could not take your fear away,
And I wish so badly that I could have,
I wish so bad that I could have day after day.
I miss you so damn bad,
And I am dying with out you inside,
Yes I miss you so, so bad,
And I can not believe you have died. |
