Kyrstin I miss you,
that your not here,
to see your baby brother grow,
and the start to a new year.
I miss your smile,
and the way that you would cry,
I miss holding you in my arms,
Why did you have to die?
I miss reading you stories,
and telling you about my day,
and all the times I kissed you,
and you just pushed me away.
I miss rubbing your back,
and how you always fought,
and how I was your Suzie,
I want you to know your in my every thought.
I miss the way you smelled,
and the feeling of your hair,
I want you back so bad,
it just isn't fair!
Why did God chose you,
I would have gladly taken your place,
all that's left is emptyness,
and nothing to fill the space.
I miss your cries,
and your tears,
there's no one left,
to calm my fears.
I'm sorry I haven't been to visit,
I can't bring myself to go,
I just can't take it,
I hope you know.
My world will never be the same,
no other little girl to love,
your brother is getting so big,
and I know your watching him from above.
I just want you back home,
I hope you understand,
without you here,
our lives are so bland.
The last time I saw you,
I held you in my arms,
and now I know,
you are safe from all the harm.
I just wish,
I could have known you longer,
and just knowing you,
has made me so much stronger.
Your Mama loves you so much,
she did everything she could,
If you asked her to do it over,
without a doubt she would.
Tomorrow they are setting your stone,
and I'm sorry I can't be there,
I'm left here screaming,
GOD THIS ISN'T FAIR!
I don't know if I could take,
watching your Mama fall apart,
I love her so much,
it would just break my heart.
I know your always with me,
through every single day,
I miss you so much,
in each and every way.
Kyrstin I miss you,
please let me know it's ok,
I wish it were me,
who could have taken your place that day.
I'm gonna make sure,
Gavyn and your Mama are okay,
I love you so much,
all I ask is for one more day.
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