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I think it's wrong |
by Alexandra A |
I think it’s wrong to say I miss you
Even if I do
And I think it’s wrong to say I love you
Even though it’s true
I think it’s wrong to say I’m sorry
I have no need to be
And I think it’s wrong to blame myself
When it had nothing to do with me
I think it’s wrong that I cry every night
When you are fine at home
And I think it’s wrong that I hate to be with anyone
When you are not alone
I think it’s wrong that you lied to me
And I didn’t have a clue
And I think it’s wrong that I cared so much
When you only cared about you
I think it’s wrong that I told you my heart
And you barely said a word
And I think it’s wrong that I stuck to you
When you were free as a bird
But most of all I think it’s wrong that you made me believe
That you would be different from everyone I see
And that maybe once you would give a damn
And wouldn’t have run off with her
I just think it’s all so wrong
To see what you had preferred
I think it’s sad to day dream about you
And what we might have had
And I think it’s sad to turn all my sadness
Into me being mad
I think it’s sad that I write these stupid poems
To get you out of my head
And I think it’s sad that I think of you every secondIn school, after school, in bed
I think it’s sad that I wish for you
On every shooting star
And I think it’s sad that I won’t ever stop hoping
No matter how I run so far
I think it’s sad that with every smile that I have
I need to hide a frown
And I think it’s sad that the minute I am happy
You have to bring me down
I think it’s sad that you don’t even need to speak
And I will still hear your voice
And I think it’s sad that every word that leaves your lips
Is the earth’s sweetest noise
But most of all I think it’s sad that you made me believe
That you would be different from everyone I see
And that maybe once you would give a damn
And wouldn’t have run off with her
I just think it’s all so sad
To see what you had preferred
I think it’s pathetic that you had to lie to me
And hide it
And I think it’s pathetic that when I asked you
You denied it
I think it’s pathetic how you think I was fine
When I cried to you
And I think it’s pathetic that you told me stupid things
Like baby I love you too
I think it’s pathetic that you don’t have a job
And all you do is play
And I think it’s pathetic that you don’t take life seriously
We were just a game
I think it’s pathetic that you’re so insecure about yourself
And you hate when people stare
And I think it’s pathetic that you worry about your hair and clothes
Guess what, people don’t care
I think it’s pathetic that you said you felt guilty
And that you gave a shit
And I think it’s pathetic when you told me to keep trying
To not give up, to not quit
But most of all I think it’s pathetic that you made me believe
That you would be different from everyone I see
And that maybe once you would give a damn
And wouldn’t have run off with her
I just think it’s all so pathetic
To see what you had preferred
I think its stupid me believing you
For the longest time
And I think it’s stupid that I wasted my dreams on you
When I should have been fine
I think it’s stupid that I am writing this
And you’ll never know
And I think it’s stupid that you won’t miss me
Even if I go
I think it’s stupid that I know you don’t love me
Even though I hope
And I think it’s stupid that I turn down my friends
Just to sit at home and mope
I think it’s stupid that I still hangout with you
On some weekdays
And I think it’s stupid that I didn’t do what was needed
To push you away
I think it’s stupid to admit that you hurt me
Even if you did
And I think it’s stupid to have trusted you
When you were what my heart forbid
But most of all I think it’s stupid that you made me believe
That you would be different from everyone I see
And that maybe once you would give a damn
And wouldn’t have run off with her
I just think it’s all so stupid
To see what you had preferred
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