I am sorry
I’m sorry if I only made one wish for you that New Years day,
If I didn’t know that first day when the bells rang that you were the one to take me out of dismay.
I’m sorry if I turned back and murmured that no,
Instead of holding onto you and promised you I would never let you go.
I’m sorry if I didn’t tell you in that moment you were leaving that I had finally realized you were an angel,
If I didn’t run after you in the rain to protect your wings.
I’m sorry if I was always possessed by fear,
And I never realized you protected me and you were here.
I’m sorry if I never gave you back that smile,
If I didn’t search for you the whole summer, even running a mile.
I am sorry if I didn’t ask you to dance at the lock in and whisper to you that I desired you.
I am sorry if I never told you what I feel,
If now, my heart, only you can heal.
And now I miss you from the start,
Thinking we are so far apart.
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