Sometimes i think of you, and
i wonder why things had to change. I fought
hard to do everyhting i did for you, but it broke my heart to know time took a different turn.
You were once my reason to live, it's so hard to share you with her, even though she's the one you now live for.
even though i'm hurting inside, i'm gald she wasnt blind to you in your eyes, beacause now your full of happiness and joy.
thats something i couldn't have given you while we're miles apart.But event though you have a new heart, do i ever cross your mind? it hurts me to admit that i still love you, but it hurts me more inside to know that you are no longer mine. just the thought of you in her arms, makes me think of the days when i was in her place. My heart is broken even though we were seperated for months, and i think of all the broken promises between us. unlike it did to you, love never returned to my life.It's just so hard to say good-bye, but i know it has to be done. i hope that one day you find that someone still loves you, and that someone is me.I wish you could come back to me but i understand why that cant be. i kno i cant hate you or her for falling in love, but it hurts not to when thats all i think of. |
