The day that you started to share our feelings with another,
Did you think or care of the pain that you would of caused, how should of I known that you weren't happy anymore, that our relationship wasn't perfect, I know that it wasn't what it once was,
but I thought that you knew that things change into very different way's, there hasn't been a day that I don't think of you, I wish that I could turn time back and say so much more, I never thought that you would of grow tired of me, My heart cried and I just did not know how to react to your absence no matter how hard tried to stop I just couldn't, because how was I supposed to know that one day you should leave because I would ask you to? I could not bare your lies anymore, I could not believe that you dared to ask me for my friendship afterwards, and act like nothing happen, it was a task that you wanted me to do, which I could not complete, I turn you off from within my heart, and it no longer beated for you, I gain knowledege from the pain you caused, and I really thought that you were gone from my mind, but I awoke to the rain and realized that I still loved you even through out all that bad that you caused, how sad I have been without you, because unfortunely, I still loved you like yesterday and is a shame that you just don't feel the same anymore...... |