|My heart flutters, my face frowns, |
My heart is racing, I fall to the ground.
A smile takes over and yet my eyes fill,
You confuse me so much, and yet I love u still.
My mind wanders, my wound become deep,
Infatuated by you, and yet I'm losing sleep.
My poems flow with no self control,
Everything goes right, and yet it takes its toll.
I dream of you, and yet I end up silent,
So here I am, writing poems to vent.
Deep into my eyes you stare,
Makes me wonder if you really care.
Hold me tight one minute, letting go the next,
You know itâ€™s easy, donâ€™t make it complex.
Pillow soaked in tears, yet smiling when I see you,
Holding my hand, yet you leave me without a clue.
I fear as time goes on you'll fade away,
Give me a chance, just say you'll stay.
I gave you my biggest hopes and dreams,
You know it felt right, Iâ€™m as real as it seems.
We only have one life as we hold,
So let your heart chains unfold.
Let me get deep inside your mind,
Give me a chance, to let us intertwine.
I would never hold the negative against you,
As shit happens, you won't see me blue.
As you've given me a chance, to open up to you,
As of my feelings for you have grown too.
I really think we rushed into things,
Now Iâ€™ll have to see what my life brings.
Youâ€™ve closed up on me and I donâ€™t know what's wrong
You can't do that to me, you know Iâ€™m not that strong.
Are you not ready for anything more?
Because you want to let your heart soar?
Or are you truly just insecure of the outcome
And of what I would happen and what I would become?
As you can see, Iâ€™m wrapped in a blur,
Uncertainty of what will possibly occur.
Everything between was so great a few weeks ago,
Until that stupid night, thatâ€™s ruined everything we've known.
No one ever gives me a chance at all,
Its either Iâ€™m not ready, or they wonâ€™t catch my fall.
So just give me this chance, to show you the real me
So at least we'll have a chance, to see if we will be.