Am i losing you, or is it all in my head?
it's like you're laying right next to me in an empty bed.
It's all the things you don't say, that let me know you're ready to drift away without the promise of returning one day.
Am i losing you, or have you already left?
the absence of the love in your presence has left me distressed.
Have i done too much or even to little, what has made you uneasy, disabled to love like a cripple.
Am i losing you? Yes i am.
the signs were there
although i did not see
because i was obsessed with finding you, in the process i lost me.
lost the love i have for myself
the pride and respect
which places me before anyone else.
i will not lose that love, no never again
whether i change for worse or better,
i know i can not stay the same because like before i met you and after you leave the only person that'll remain in the picture is me. |
