I tried to smile
I tried to laugh
Tried to be who I am
When we're still together:
I tried to keep these feelings of mine,
I tried not to tell anyone
I tried to keep it inside
I tried not to be hurt:
I tried not to let them see
All these loneliness I feel inside
I tried to pretend
That everything is okay:
I tried to be happy
When I see you around
To prove that I am strong
But behind that is a river of tears:
River of tears that I'm still
Hiding, keeping and saving
All this time:
But suddenly, these tears
Came rushing to my eyes
When I heard,
You're now happy with someone:
Still, I hide my self,
Try to be alone
Then, I finally realize
I'm not that strong:
My strength is not enough:
To face all the challenges you leave,
To face all the hurt you gave:
Strength is not enough:
And then I finally
Found myself,
Crying in the dark
Trying to burst all these hurts inside:
Trying to shout your name,
Trying to say "baby, I love you..."
And these words, are just echoing
And will always echo in my heart:
I wish I can say
"Baby, I miss you so much:
Oh! Please come back to me:
And I also wish you're listening
While I'm saying those meaningful words:
If ever you're coming back,
All I will do is to hug you tight and say "baby, I've missed you: you've always been my inspiration:" |
