Hey there Monica, I find myself here writing this song from the depths of my heart along with my mind on a Saturday night. All alone surrounded in this room with books, pens, notebooks, waiting to hear of you for a message from my phone, listening to music to ease some of the feeling that I have inside as I stared at the ceiling. The clock strikes hard on every minute and it seems infinite; one thousand thing’s racing threw my head as I gaze at the time. I just want to confess and tell you how much I want you in my life, express how much you mean to me, and how highly I appreciate you and love is what I least lack. I want others to hear what I have to say and what I have to promise so you can be assured that I won’t go back on my word and I pray that you believe me. I want to be in your heart and there I wish to stay.
Perhaps our pain has made us so close, perhaps I am gaining and appreciating life much more because of you, perhaps you are the reason why I am becoming the man I want to be, perhaps I love being alive because of you, perhaps I am falling for you everyday more…..
Hello my Monica, just here remembering those word’s of yours, which are like a fugitive that have stolen my heart, bearing a satisfying sting that it gives to me. And every single different thing I try to think of is consumed by the thought of you which you bring in me. A new language that we have constructed for ourselves just seems to dim everything that has been said before. You haven’t seen how hard it is for me to stop thinking of you, atop of that sometimes I just think to my self of why is it so difficult to think of another subject for it feels like a crime because of how much I do, wishes of just giving you my time and dedication to you, and when no one is looking at me I just lock my self up in a room and let my mind bloom wildly as I lean against the wall and let the radio talk for my heart as it call’s out for you.
Perhaps our pain has made us so close, perhaps I am gaining and appreciating life much more because of you, perhaps you are the reason why I am becoming the man I want to be, perhaps I love being alive because of you, perhaps I am falling for you everyday more…..
Hey there my Monica just wanted to let you know how much this feeling grows inside of me, show to you that I have already given my heart to you and that no one is ever going to take that away from us, neither will anyone make me feel as you have, for I am already loyal to you, and I can’t shake you off my head for what I feel is not fake but true. Why is that I can’t seem to go on without you being inside of me? You have a tight grasp on me, and its hard to ever let you go as my heart gasps for air to shout out. I would like you to know that you are my sun that brings a bright light in me, I wish to be the air that you breathe in and runs threw out your body. I would love to be the owner of your heart and wonder in your mind. Let me show you who I am and what I am about, I want to be in your heart where ever you go and where ever you may stroll, let me share what my soul desires, how much it cares and what it has to offer as this burning fire burns inside, here in my heart.
Perhaps our pain has made us so close, perhaps I am gaining and appreciating life much more because of you, perhaps you are the reason why I am becoming the man I want to be, perhaps I love being alive because of you, perhaps I am falling for you everyday more…..
I want to share my feelings, emotions, my sensations, my thoughts, and my heart that you have brought to me. I don’t want to lie to you, I am not saying that things are always going to come out right, I am not saying that it will ever be missing love for I will try to always provide that. It is not a secret that nothing is perfect, nothing great is easy, it takes time, effort, and dedication, for if it was easy, than people would not take the time to fall in love with one another. No, I will not make you waste your time, I will not keep you guessing about me. Nor will I haste anything. What other’s have said, or promise, forget about them and what they have told you, I know its hard, and they made you doubt so much. Allow me to show you, of how I will be with you, for I will over shadow there mishaps and what they once said and promised, and the scars that they left behind I will cover.
Perhaps our pain has made us so close, perhaps I am gaining and appreciating life much more because of you, perhaps you are the reason why I am becoming the man I want to be, perhaps I love being alive because of you, perhaps I am falling for you everyday more…..
Hey Monica I don’t ask much, I just want to see you happy, well somebody always thinks of you all the time, you dwell in his dreams, dreaming such as stories of love, somebody worries and cares about a certain girl who is you, you have stolen his heart, you are so special to him and he has fallen for a girl like you. He goes to sleep thinking of your face and waking up from a deep slumber to the sound of your voice in his head. Now that he has met you, his mind drives him crazy, unable to rest because his heart cries out all night long scared and confused, either way if she never falls for him, he wants her to always be around as he will always be there for her for she has found a place within him, an open space in his heart.
Perhaps our pain has made us so close, perhaps I am gaining and appreciating life much more because of you, perhaps you are the reason why I am becoming the man I want to be, perhaps I love being alive because of you, perhaps I am falling for you everyday more….. Perhaps, is not a perhaps, but you are the reason for all the good in my life that I had been missing.
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