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No Need To Forgive Me |
by Semira |
You make me think
And so I say,
I’m sorry for all I’ve done
I’ve hurt you
Crushed your dreams
Broke your heart
Not once, but twice
How could it get worse than that
I wish it won’t, I wish it can’t
I wish the past would disappear
It’s hard for me to believe
That it was all a dream
But then to face the truth,
That it was one big nightmare in my life
I pushed you away when you needed me the most
I made you cry like never before
I made you hurt inside
You smile a fake smile
As if everything was okay
But I see that everything is not
You ache inside
And shrug outside
As if it never happened
But I can’t see it as never happening
For it was me who hurt you
Now I see my heart is made of stone
Crushing people, hurting people
Making them cry
And that feeling will never go away
Since you’ll never forget what I’ve done
And neither will I
I don’t see this as happiness
And certainly not as grace
I see this as one big blurb
Taken in by a mistake
It’s as if the person you loved
Just didn’t love you
As if they stomped all over your heart
You come in happy
And come out heart broken
You may think this is my hobby
Making people all warm inside
Sending butterflies down their spines
And then hurting them
I don’t know what to think either
And this makes no sense for me to say
Since I decide my life and who I want to be
I don’t see why you would forgive me
I wouldn’t forgive myself either
I thought I was big and tough,
But I came out small and wimpy
And forever that will stay,
Since that’s how I feel inside
If you don’t forgive me,
It’s okay
Since I hurt you
Now you can hurt me
But I know you heart
Is not made of stone
For you are not like me |
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