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| once upon a nightmare........became love |
| by cheyenne |
| "do you remember luna?" was the first thing i was asked by my current boyfriend john. immediatly that stuck fear into my heart. john and i had been dating for about 2 months. we would have for 5 about but he cheated on me with a girl named 'luna' but this time he was asking me if she could move in with him. all i needed was for someone to be there for me since i had just moved recently and i dint really have anyone. so i sent out a bulliten asking for someone to help me through this. since i didnt have the guts to tell john how i felt about it..how it was tearing me apart. but someone answered it. the first thing he said to me was "whats wrong beautiful" and immediatly i know it felt wrong but i thought i was starting to love him even with thoes few words said...after that i started talking to him more and more day by day and i fell harder and harder for him..as for john he broke up with me while i was in the hospital for my mother.....she had pnemonia..all through out my time with john i had to go to the hospital many times because of mental episodes..but with derrick i didnt....not once..he means so much to me...we have been through so much together.. it has allready been 8 months since weve been together and we dont intend on it to stop ever. we are even having a baby together soon possibly may.but the only things that really gets to me is the fact that he lives in indiana and i live in new york and neither of us has any money we struggle eough getting money so we can talk on the phone. my mother was going to let him ove in with us when he turned 18 and he is now. since october 2007 but mom unfurtunatly was placed in the hospital again and i havnt actually seen her since september when she was taken away from me and it is now december. derrick is everything i have ever dreamed of and i dont know what i would do without him. he is the only thing i will ever need. i dont know where i would be in this world if he wasnt with me. people say dreams cant come true sometimes espically when its finding the one that is exactally the way you dreamed..but they do cometrue and i couldnt be more happier. he has no idea how much he helps me and even though i try and try to tell him it never works. words cant explain how much he means to me. i would die for him and i would do anything for him. and i would never do anything to hurt him and i want the WORLD to know. he accepts me for who i am and he loves me. i could never ask for more. he saved me. and sometimes i give him such hard times but all he dose is tell me he loves me......and i remember the first time we met it was beginning to rain and i saw my cat mia i walked up to him to find derrick calling me from behind so i turned around my hair flowing around me falling at my face when he got to me he got down on his knee and held up a ring and asked me to marry him. i could see in his eyes he really loved me..i told him to get up and i ran into his arms putting on his ring we started walking back. but we stopped and kissed while it started to rain a little more. and when he got off the plain when we were finding eachother when we finally did i was waiting on the other side of the line because i couldnt cross and as soon as he crossed i ran into his arms. before he came down he went to the ohio river and screamed out "i love cheyenne" infront of hundreds of people on the phone with me. i ran crying to my mom to tell her i was so lucky to have someone like him. i would be stupid if i did anything to ruin this. but i never could i love him way to much. and everyday im so proud of him for everything he dose. even if he doesnt do his best im still proud of him because i know he tried and thats all that matters to me. he is my life and more. I LOVE YOU DERRICK!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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