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| Do I Deserve a second chance? |
| by Hopeless |
| I have been dating my boyfriend for a little over a month know,but we have been friends for almost a year. It is wierd to me, when he touches me or shows me affection. I tried to talk him about it, but he didn't really understand. So I talked to my friends for advice, and I had to go out, and since they were over my house they said they would talk to him for me. NOT a good idea at all. I spent the next hour and a half on the phone trying to explain to my boyfriend, that all I simply meant was that I don't really need affection, and it isn't cool when he is always near me needing attetion. He took it totally the wrong was as if I didn't even like him, and that I never wanted him to touch me, and everything like that. All I meant was i don't like alot of cuddling that's all. It took me almost two hours to try to explain this to him, but he still didn't understand. Needless to say, I rarely slept last night and was actullay so worried about it that i got pyschically sick. I realize, that this was a big mistake espically to have my friends talk to him, because I realize I wasn't being truthful, and we don't really spend that much time together at all. If we break up I know it will be my fault. I don't deserve a second chance or do I? |
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