I was finally able to let go
I haven't looked back yet
But soon after he follows, and tries to come back
All I can ask is that he walk away
That he doesn't try again
I let it happen one too many times
When I leave he follows,
and cries the sob story, opens his heart, makes me feel loved long enough to let him back in
Then the lies, the abuse, the using, and the pain...
The fear of losing my sanity...
How I got out I don't know,
but I can't let it happen any more
Hate the sob story, break his heart, regret his love long enough for him to give up
No more lies, no more abuse, no more using, no more pain?
The fear of losing my sanity?
All placed in some one else's hands
and in the end it will all result in the same way |
